Sad mi is here to report again

hi everyone...here again to share a terrible experience i jus had todae..haiz..jus broke wit a gal tat i tot she`s mui special one..do i sound stupid..the relationship jus lasted 7 days n i`m so sad now??haiz..wats wrong wit mi??u all must b wondering rite??haiz..


all e while i tot she`s the one god has given mi to b wit mi to mui dreams ...but i realise tat all tis r jus illusion e moment she broke wit mi..haiz..i think i`m reali toopid to hav put all mui feelings in lorz..haiz..hu will understand mi ??



sometimes i reali wonder y is mi luck so rotten??all i jus hope is some1 tat i reali love n some1 hu reali love mi faithfully too..but y is it tat i must suffer all tis heartbreaking feeling??haiz..i reali feel sux n reali wish tat tis world wouldn`t hav such thing call FEELING lorz..haiz..


Y is ppl hu r flirt gets more gals??or guys??Y is it tat ppl hu reali wans to get serious in life n relationship get nth ??is tis fair??if tats e case sould every1 b a flirt??

To mi i reali find muiself living meaningless..lorz..haiz...mayb death is not mui first choice..but i noe i don wan to b in tis MESSY world..haiz..if u hav oso jus broken frm ur parthner..n u feel disgusted abt something??feel free to gib some comments..or if u mangae to get out of tis kinid of mess plz oso advise mi of how i should get out...plz n ty..


~any comments..feel free to write~
xLonerx

Hey Hey..

Hey Hey its mi again..few days neber blog le..lol..hope u guys mizz mi..lol..hahaz...quite happi todae..i got 1 new fren todae which once hated mi be4..isn`t tat great??lol...hahaz..anw i`m here todae is jus to sae a few words to XIONG XIONG...thanks 4 willing to spend time reading mui blog..hope u finally understand y u stand so much space in mui life..i jus wanna sae..i`m hoping to see u returning to mi n being mui bro again..i reali don`t hope to see u again on the streets next time n u jus walk past mi..


Friends are forever..
Girls r temporary..
love is there..but
brotherhood is always there...


~any comments??plz write then..~

Real sad sia

Haiz...had a terrible dinner the other day sia..the food sux...enviroment sux too sia..haiz..1st time in mui life tat i had such a sux dinner..every year seems to b good..but tis year dunno y so bad sia..lol..anw..wat i reali hated is not the food lorz..is the stage










does tis kind of stages looks familiar to u too??lol..i hate it sia..so damn noisy lorz..everybody seems to b paying money then ended up buying nth useful...dortZ...haiz..i still rem some1 bidding a set of TOTO number for few hundreds of bucks sia..don`t u think tat is crazy ppl doing??as if the set of number will confirm come out sia..lol..if u heaven got a chance to visit such dinner..try looking ard..every year sure will have de..onli then u can feel how is it to b in such dinner .. (`_`) ...















nice cup??guess wat is it??tea??no no ..lol...hmm...make a guess..lol..ha haz..a hint 4 u..a slogan tat comes wit it..WAT TIME IS IT??lol..get wat is tat le ma??lol..ha haz..taste real good sia..gib it a try too..lol...ha haz..buy must above 18 k ..if not later under age drinking..MATA will catch de..lol..ha haz..






~feeling sad now??any comments??feel free to write..~

Feeling Lost n Terrible..

HaiZ..2 more days.n valentine`s day will b arriving le.... i`m still all alone..tis few days i`m wondering..how m i goin to spend it or hu do i wan to spend it wit??finally i got e ans..i wan to spend wit some1 tat makes mui heart pound so much...she`s so special..



once in love doesn`t mean forever
out of love doesn`t mean lost forever
love someone or need someone
it feels so different
i finally feel wats love



i wanted to spend feb 14 wit her..n oso spend the rest of mui life wit her..she was once the woman i hug to sleep..but now we seems so stanger towards each other..do i still hav a chance??the last time saying i love u to her was one an a half years ago..does she hav tat feeling for mi too??or m i jus being naive??how should i talk to her??how should i say the three words to her???



i may b looking like an idiot if i were to tell her tat i love her..but i reali do love her..how should i sae the three words??haiz..




any1 hu has some1 tat u love now..don`t hesitate to sae i love u to them...cos u never noe when will u die..u never noe how they feel unless u tell them...i love u..so plz don`t hesitate to sae now..valentine`s dae is a good timing..do it now so u wun hav any regrets..


*one shouldn`t regret for wat u hav done...but should regret for wat u have not done*


HappI Valentine`s day everybody...



~anything to sae?? gib some comments then~

idiot mi

Haiz..its mi..again...actually didn`t noe wat to sae sia..hav been reading others peeps blog..trying to figure out wat topic to write is better..lol...anw..talk abt mui life ba...


It was raining so terribly heavy...n i was on mui way hm..i went home wit mui feet dragging mi..feeling so worn out n tired..i use up all mui strength to finish the last 5 mins to mui hse..but as i was abt to reach hm...i saw a smile so sweet n gentle..passing mi..all of a sudden i feel so energentic once again...i took a second look n it was a lady wit an umbrella..


*oopS*...electricuted...




Her sweet smile..her nice fragant smell...her graceful movement..OMG!!!!oh god..i swear...she`s pretty..she`s an angel..after she walked pass mi...i could not resist mui head frm turning back..keep looking without taking my eyes off her...OMG!!!i think i`m possessed...lol...how good will it b if she`s mine.....FREN....lol..don`t think astray...ha haz...anw...has any1 saw any guys or gals on the road which u r oso like mi ...felt electric by tat person??lol..ha haz...




>_<"



sad sia...not many peeps supporting mui blog...if u happen to pass by mui blog n read it..plz gets ur frens to support mui blog..





PS:any1 tat oso feels lonely now??can jus simply leave a comment..

~YaWnZ~ again...

hi hi..its mi again...i think i`m goin crazy real soon le..goin crazy due to overload of stress n lonely..haiz..actually wanted to watch a movie peacefully..but ended up..i`ve got a commentor beside mi commenting abt the movie..doRtz..two hours or commenting frm mui mum...wondering if she`s tired or not??she don`t get paid for commenting anw... o.O??..lol..she will b called "MuM the CommEntoR" frm todae onwards..lol..


ha haz...back to the same old self now..haiz..real bored n sianz sia..haiz...1 day has pass n valentine is coming real real soon..starting to feel scared...wonder wats wrong wit mi??o.O??lol...hahaz...hope i`m fine...high blood pressure onli ba??anw..how`s every1 out there??getting fine??r u oso bored n sianz too??feeling lonely oso??then get stated...comment on wat u wanna sae ba..or any suggestions of how to kill bored n loneliness??plz teach mi..lol...











sianz....tired liao..dunno wat to write sia..jus hope n pray tat tat special 1 of mine appear real soon ba..anw..take care every1...plz gives some comments too...ty...

ArgHzxZ...

haiz..hate todae...feel so extra in da skool todae..i seems so extra lorz..haiz..y is mui those bast*rd frens having so much frens ard them but i`m alone??m i ver bad ??
haiz..mayb i`m reali s*x ba..haiz...



XIONG XIONG...i treated u as mui best n closest fren..but y didn`t u even sense e sadness n lonliness in mi ??haiz..y ??y r u so into ur game n gal tat u neglect mi ??haiz..i still rem muiself helping u thru ur bad days..n sad times but..y hav i seems to lose mui position in u ??in ur heart..XIONG XIONG...wake up ba..i reali need a fren like u ...plz..wake up..!!!!haiz...


XIONG XIONG...is "ONCE" mui best fren..a fren tat i respected wit mui heart..a fren tat i tot would b wit mi 4 ever..but everything seems wrong..WRONG WRONG!!!!!!!haiz..i once like the same gal as him...but they r together now.."AGAIN"...i tot i would hav a chance tat time when they broke off...but everything oso seems WRONG!!!i regreted giving the gal to him...n still help him get the gal..but after everything..he doesn`t seems to noe wat i`ve done 4 him..y??haiz..XIONG XIONG..i tot mui ex hurt mi the most but now..i realise tat u hurt mi the most...y is it u ??is it becos our friendship can onli b till here??is the fate of being frens between us over??haiz...






i pray to god tat u r safe n pray tat i meet some1 special..cos u r oso special too..wake up ba... :'(...

haiz..

Haiz...sad day today..nothing special again..haiz...had a "WONDERFUL" time in skool todae..haiz...some old things happen everydae..nth special... >_<"..kinda of sad today..saw some of mui old frens todae..they seems happi..beri beri happi..without mi...even the person i trusted most is not wit mi now..haiz...


sianz...any1 feels sad n down now too??hu will feel the way i feel??lol.. i doubt no1 feels the way i feel now ba??..haiz..sianz...


some1 told mi tat i feel tat way cos i don`t hav a target in mind..but i do hav a target in mui mind..i`ve some1 tat i reali like so much..but she ended up wit the person i trusted most..perhaps..4 the rest of mui life..i can`t b wit her ba??haiz..y m i so sad??y m i so alone??can some1 tell mi ??Y????haiz...



Few more days is Valentine`s day le...will i b going thru it alone??HmM...i bet tis year i alone le ba??haiz..anw..4 ppl hu r lonely..if u r alone now..i mean single now???can try goin out some frens hu r oso single..it`s a great time 4 u all to catch up wit each other..he he...but 4 mi ..i think i betta go to da beach n talk to e sea ba??will tat make mi feel betta??hope so ba...u peeps can gib it a try too..:)...

~YaWnZ~

Wanted to go for a nap but ended up sitting in front of my tv watching tv the whole...WHOLE bl**dy day...haiz...as the moon rise..loneliness seems to appear again in my heart..any1 out there feels it too??plz comment then..

peeps seems to b more fragile in the night..y is tat so??!!!..so sianz lorz...everyday doing the same thing...again n again over n over.. i sometimes wonder whether does my cat feels lonely too??for so many years she has been living "alone"..cos my other cat did a 7 storey high jump many many years back..lol..kinda sad now...*sob sob*...my cat seems to b waiting 4 her death...living day by day...wat she do is oso the same everydae..n all she can do is jus do some toopid jumping jets..rolling on the floor?? @.@ ?? lol...eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep.....tats all...n i seems to b like her...except tat i knows how to watch a tv n use a computer...>_<" ... m i waiting for my death too??lol..sometimes i`m womdering wat m i doin sia..i doesn`t seems to b aware of Y i`m here in tis world??

Oh no..someone is playing my fav song.."heaven knows"...ha haz...peeps out there...try tis song..its so good..but i would strongly disagree u to listen to tis song if u r feeling alone now...cos the feelinf S*X..real S*X..ha haz...but 4 peeps hu r feeling quite great now..u may want to try listening to it now..

lonely lonely lonely.......how many peeps hav tis word in their mind everydae??or perhaps every night??frankly speaking..how many peeps hopes to hav someone to hug them tight saying "i love you"to u now..right tis moment??i`m sure tats on ur mind..haiz..tats wat on mui mind now too..but..wat to do??i`m a loner...so do u want to b a loner too??if no..then use some energy of urs to leave a comment ba..then u isn`t a loner le..

wine glass 

Boring Day

Been living a "wonderful life" since dec last year..everyday seems so simple n plain..imagine having bread n milk every morning..it taste jus "GREAT" n "WONDEFUL"...nothing special seems to happen..

Have been wondering where have all those wonderful peeps gone to??anyone has got an idea where r they??good peeps seems to hav extinct..~bleahZ~anyway it quite alright living alone leading a very simple life..but things doesn`t seems to b right for me..wondering y r there so many "idiots" ard in this world..many peeps seems to think they r wonderful when they r in a "GANG"..idiots!!!..hope tat all tis peeps will b GANG by the police one fine day..

boring !! boring !! boring !!


loneliness is a big trouble to me now..things don`t turn out what i always wanted...ya ya ya...many peeps will sae go find something n occupy urself n u won`t find urself lonely..but wat is tat something??kinda of hard to figure out..NOW!!!but i`m jus glad tat i`ve got a great fren being with wit me all tis while trying to help mi out..but he has a gal already..so i seems to b the 2ND important person in him...


things r different nowadays..veri different now..many lonely peeps r ard but nobody seems to notice or bother abt us..so r this peeps bad peeps??then tats something for u to think..try looking ard peeps...i`m sure there`s some1 ard tat u can help??someone tat u can invite out for a coffee or something like tat??don`t jus tink abt urself...


i think i`m falling asleep soon..great weather now...hope it rain it soon so my sleep would b a wonderful one..~YaWnZ~....oh ya..wondering one more thing..if one peep will jus to befriend one lonely peep..then i think i`ll close my blog...BUT!!!! for the time being..the blog will b here for loners like mi to post our comments..Thanks everyone enjoy ur day n niteZ...~YaWnZ~