Loner World

Hi everyone..I name tis blog as loner world reason being..there r so many lonely peeps around but no one seems to notice them..hope tis is a place for peeps who r lonely n wish to comment on their life..happy blogging n enjoy ur day

Friday, March 31, 2006

Haiz..

Haiz....Wondering if mui blog exist does matter or not??haiz..is like..i`m jus writing loads n loads of rubbish for ppl to read..n is like jus a place for mi to jus vent mui anger n vent mui feelings out..haiz...wats e purpose of tis??haiz...

If any1 out there would like to comment somethin..plz do so..cos mayb i`ll close down tis blog le..haiz...wish all of u happy blogging n take care...haiz..




XlonerX

Monday, March 27, 2006

我到底爱谁??

Hu do i reali love??wats wrong wit mi??i jus saw u onli..y is mui mind so confused now??haiz..i reali dunno wat to sae or do lorz..

All i need is jus some1 hu is there to care for mi n love mi..is everything so difficult??haiz..when will mui tis dream come true??can any1 tell mi when will it come true??haiz..reali dunno wats wrong lorz..haiz..

My world is in a mess now...reali want to noe how to sort out mui own world..haiz..wat can i do??or wat should i do??in order to b able to sort out mui world??haiz..i`m reali afraid tat mui promise to u will break one day..haiz...~1437~....

reali lost now.haiz..some1 plz shed tears for mi plz..


XlonerX

Saturday, March 25, 2006

小猪。。。。你在那里??

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Tis is the question i always ask muiself every morning..haiz..wat hav i done wrong...we two r reali in love but we can`t b together...haiz...Y!!!!!i was so happy tis morning..but not now..the first message i saw was mui ex message..i was over e moon when i saw e message....but now..she has stop replying mi ofter replying mi jus ONE message...

Wats wrong??m i tat scary??haiz...i reali still love u..tis is wat i`m trying to tell her..but how??how to sae??haiz..i admit i look fierce..i`m a hot tempered person...but i don harm ppl..i jus wanna b wit her..but Y is heaven playing mi ard n ard...!!!!!!!!Y!!!!!!!!!!!


I hav a broken soul n broken heart now...i don wan anything....other than u ....小猪...i`m here...i`ll always b here for u...


XlonerX

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

My apologie to u..

I`ve jus inserted tis song to let everyone enjoy..cos i recently favoured tis song so much till i can keep listening it over n over again n again...n i don feel fustrated at all...cos of u..i went to look for tis song..i reali love tis song...but i noe i cannot love u any longer..

Heard tat recently u r interested in another person...how i wish i can tell u loudly i`m hee but i noe...i can`t haiz...i said tat i wish u all e best..but tats not wat i reali hope to see....i reali hop u to come back to mui arms again...

Things seems so late now..i`m onli left wit tears n memories tat u hav left behind...i jus hope u will b back one dae to claim all tis back...i noe i`ve to b happy..i want to b happy..n i`ve to b happy...

I`ll wish u well in everything n feel happy for wat u hav choosen in mui heart...everything is in mui heart...dying off sliently...hope by e time i see u next time...u hav already found e rite person for u...i`ll never forget tis ....







小猪 爱 宝贝 ~1437~
All e best to u ....~1437~....
XlonerX

Haiz..

One of mui ex wanna b flirt...haiz..is it cos mui fault??i`m sorri...haiz..how i wish we can still b together??haiz...

1 month relationship is nth to many ppl..but i noe it matters a lot to mi..haiz..i love u..reali love u..tis is wat i wanna sae to e gal..but i noe i cannot sae..cos i`m not fit to sae tis..so i can onli sae tis..if one dae u hav e chance to see tis...i hope u wun b flirt..



SORRY


haiz...i think tats all i can sae....i wish to hold ur hand again..but i noe tis will b impossible...



if u ppl out there has e guy or gal beside u now..must treasure k...dun lose them..cos u never noe when u still got chance to b wit him/her....


~anything to sae??comment then~


XlonerX

Monday, March 20, 2006

i reali veri confused..

Wats wrong wit mi??i feel like crying now...i`m wit some1 now..but i dunno y..i doesn`t seems to b able to talk to her nicely..y!!!

i need some1 tat can share mui problems n not add problems to mi now..i feel like ending e relationship..but i dun wan to hurt her..wat should i do??i feel trap in e forest again..haiz..


i onli wan a stress free life..wat can i do to b stress free...how i wish i reali went in..like tis then i no problem le..haiz..i think i`m jus being stupid again..haiz...


WO ZHEN DE ZHEN DE HEN XING KU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Y...!!!!!!!!!haiz...



~share wit mi abt ur problems if u all hav any~



XlonerX

Sunday, March 12, 2006

LoNe aLieN

Hi its mi here again...n its u tat i`m talking abt..the person hu has been giving mi feedbacks n didn`t leave his/her name behind..thank you so much...i realise no matter how much i love we can`t b together if she doesn`t hav mi in her heart...

Although its not a veri time i`ve been wit mui stead...but i noe i`ve given all mui heart n soul to her from the veri beginning...but...mui heart was broken into pieces now..i noe i love u more than i love muiself..but wat can i do??




all i jus hope is to see u be4 tis wednesday...cos i may never get a chance to see u anymore...but y is ur ans saying tat u will not b free on wenesday...i noe i`ll regret for live if i don`t get to see..don`t u ?? (T_T) ...



ppl sae miracles do happen...there`s nth i can do now...so i hope n pray for is tat miracles reali can happen jus tis time on mi..cos i reali reali wanna see u...




i suppose tis will b mui last post le...if frens out there doesn`t see any new post from mi for the next few months...means i may not b ard le...every1 plz take care...n forget abt tis web...cos tis is the furthest i can bring tis blog to...sorri every1...



XloNerX

Friday, March 10, 2006

MEANINGLESS!!!

haiz...i finally realise tat i love u more than i love myself..but its too late...i noe i`ll never get to see u again..i noe i`ll never b able to hold ur hands again...everything is gone..its came wit e wind n it left wit e wind too..


R u feeling sad or down too??share ur story wit mi??n i`ll let u noe mine..i always tell mui frens life is precious..don waste it..cos u never noe will u still b a human being in ur next life..but now when i tell muiself tis..is like i find it meaningless...i reali feel like ending mui life now...



The pain,the tears,the suffering is making mi breathless...i reali jus hope to find a good spot n jus sleep there n never wake up...haiz..i`m going circles in mui life i feel so tired abt it..cos i find it reali meaningless now...i cannot control mui emotion n tears le..if any1 out there took pity of mi...plz teach mi wat i can do...



*to be continued*

Thursday, March 09, 2006

I`m sad

For jus all of e sudden mui mood sWINgs 360 degree..for no reason..wat is wrong wit mi??m i getting depression too??haiz..jus went to friendster to hav a walk...feel so sad when i saw some1`s pic...n i noe..xiong xiong will noe wat is in e pic...cos i noe he`s still e one tat noe mi the best...

为什么分手后我还是忘不了你??


a good question i always ask muiself..Y!!!!!Y!!!!! Y is forgetting u so difficult??wat has actually happen to mi lorz...i`m attached now...n i noe i love mui gal a lot..but y is u still in mui bloody mind...can u jus get out!!!!!!!!!!!! TROUBLED!!!! tats mi now...y is tat so ??is it because we hav been together for 8 months???haiz...SUX lorz...




i jus wanna hav a simple life without u in mui mind...if i hav a choice i rather i`ve never noe u be4...i`m reali sad n lost now??any1 out there can help mi ??


~if u hav any advises for mi plz do drop a comment~ ty


XlonerX

Saturday, March 04, 2006

~XIAO QIANG~

Morning every1...*burp*

YuCkS..till now i still had e feeling in mui mouth...lol...veri curious abt wat i saying rite??lol....i scared out of mui wits last night when i realise tat theres a ~XIAO QIANG~ in mui drink.......sob sob..worst of all i only found out tat it is in mui drink when it was in mui MOUTH!!!!!!!!

ARGHXZXZZxzxzx....*disgusted*..so wat lorz...can i jus imagine a ...is in ur mouth??n u took it out wit ur hand??hows e feeling??yuCkz rite?? *pui pui* tat was mui reaction..lol...


anw..any lonerS out there wanna talk abt their life??b the 1st to do it in mui blog..cos so far ..onli ppl giving comments..so mayb "U" may wan to b tat lucky 1 to talk abt ur life in mui blog..jus share ur story..n i`ll help...i`m sure there r still kind hearted ppl in tis world tat r oso willing to help..so don`t hesitate..if u r feeling lonely now n don`t noe wat to do ??n u happen to see mui blog..jus pass some comments or talk abt ur life ..i`ll help..i promise....